It's been a while since I took a look at this story. Life has been crazy and now read reading this I am so sorry I left it the way I did for so long!
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P.s This chapter contains intense sexual moments and language.
"Severus?" Nessa spoke quietly as she entered her dorm room.
Silence greeted her and as she looked around the room she saw that it was barren. Her books, quills, and parchment were gone.
Her brows knit together and the only logical explanation she could form was that Severus had, at some point, moved her out of her dorm.
Not bothering to check to see if everything was gone she made her way out and down to the common room.
The sixth and seventh years were lounging around the fire, enjoying the last moments of their alone time before bed.
As she strode past she gave them a look, "Five more minutes, then I expect to that fire out and the lounge cleaned for all your rubbish."
They groaned and grumbled but said nothing in retaliation.
Nessa flitted about the room picking up belongings and trash left behind and when five moments had passed she waved her wand to the fire and extinguished it.
A loud moan came from the students but in a moment, they were gone, and the room was eerily quiet.
The sound of simmering logs filled the room and when she was satisfied with the cleanliness of the commons she made her way to the bookshelf that disguised the path to Severus' bed chambers
The shelf swung open slowly and she made sure to shut it tight before she walked down the cold winding corridor. The door near the end of the hall was lit softly with firelight and when she entered she found Severus sitting in a large leather chair before the blazing fire.
His eyes moved to hers and she received a soft smile as she approached, "I see you have found your way to your new chambers, love?"
A snort escaped her, "How could I not? When I arrived in my previous chambers they were empty. So either a house-elf made off with my belongings or my sneaky finance moved me out."
"Ah. That logical mind of yours works wonders." He pulled her down onto his lap and buried his face between her breasts.
She stroked his hair as the fire burned. They enjoyed the silence around them for a long while.
"Why did you decide to move me into your chambers?"
"I need to have you close."
She nodded deciding that was all the explanation she needed, for now.
Severus held her tightly in his arms as the fire burned before then, "In a few weeks I'd like to take you to see my home, our home."
"I would like that very much."
"Then we shall go in two weeks."
She nodded, "Before the final exams? Maybe we should hold off until the summer, so I can study."
Quickly Severus rejected her proposal, "No. We are going in two weeks. Friday night, we will spend the night at my home and then return to the school afterward. You'll have plenty of time to study then."
She nodded and quietly whispered, "I suppose you're correct. It is just a night away from the castle, I should be fine."
He pulled her to straddle his lap and to face him, "I'm sorry I was so quick to shoo your idea away. I've been planning this for some time and Dumbledore has approved only one day away. We must be back Saturday evening."
"I didn't know you had been planning this."
He nodded, "I have been wanting to show you for some time where we will live together during the summer months."
His hand moved slowly up her thighs and rested under her skirt on her hips, "Severus?"
"Will you take me to bed?"
Without an answer, he held her close and with his hand under her arse he carried her off into their bedroom. He placed her gently on the bed and positioned himself between her legs as he covered her body with his own. His lips met hers and they were lost in the sensation of each other as they kissed.
His lips controlled the pace but hers were setting the tone. She could feel so much coming from him at this moment it scared her. There was desperation in the way he was kissing her and she wanted to clear his mind and take over his thoughts at this moment they were together.
Her hands cupped his strong jaw before traveling along his shoulders and pushing his cloak off onto the floor. He was left in his high collared buttoned-up shirt, which would not stay buttoned for long.
Her hands traveled down his chest popping each as she went until he was left in nothing but his trousers. Her hands ran up his muscular abdomen and she broke their connection to trail kissed down his neck and chest.
When he could stand it no longer her pulled her up and tore her school clothes from her body until she was in nothing but her panties before him.
His mouth latched onto her nipple as he palmed the other in his large hand. His tongue swirled around the sensitive bit of flesh until she was panting and moaning underneath him
He let her nipple go with a soft pop and replaced his mouth with his fingers as he looked into her eyes, "What would you like, my darling?"
"I'm afraid not, dear. There is something I would like for you to do first."
Her voice was ragged now, "Anything."
"I love your willingness to please."
He pulled her up onto her haunches and sat before her in only his trousers.
She understood what he wanted from her without a word and went to work. Her hands undid his top button and reached into his pants to pull his hard cock free. Her lips wrapped around the head of his shaft and her tongue went to work tasting and pleasing him. She wrapped her hand around the base of his shaft and with the other she cupped his balls as she took him deeper into her mouth. She moved as rhythmically as she could and did her best to keep a steady pace as she sucked his cock in and out of her mouth.
"Absolutely beautiful." His fingers threaded into her long locks and he groaned when her tongue his the sensitive spot under the head of his penis, "I could watch you suck cock all night my dear."
She let out a hum of agreement and took his dick down her throat best she could before coming up for air again.
His free hand cupped her swaying breast and massaged it as she worked beautifully on sucking his cock. He could tell she was getting tired and when her movements started to become slow he cupped her jaw and pulled her face up for a deep and lingering kiss
"Come here, love." She followed his lead and climbed onto his lap with her legs on either side of his own, "Mmm, yes, I believe this will do."
He claimed her lips with his own and cupped her ass in his hands as he slowly lowered her down onto his long, and aroused cock. Her pussy was nearly dripping as the head of his dick pushed its way inside her slippery folds until it was seated snuggly inside her.
"Ride me. Move just the way you need so you cum on my cock." He told her before smacking her ass while she sat still savoring the feeling of his thick shaft deep inside her pussy
She moved slowly as first with her hands-on his shoulders grinding and bouncing on his cock until she found the rhythm that worked best for her
He watched as she rode his cock and enjoyed watching her tits bounce as she took her pleasure from him.
His hands cupped her breasts and brought them to his mouth to saver as she rode him faster and faster as her orgasm approached. He could feel her pussy tightening around his shaft. Her walls were clenching tightly around him and he could swear her pussy was trying to milk the seed from his balls she rode him so fast and hard.
Her head was thrown back and her hair was flowing around her casting the most brilliant shadows around the room.
When he could feel his own orgasm coming near, he took hold of her hips and thrust up into her pussy, hard and fast until she was screaming his name and holding onto him with her nails digging deep into his arms as she came undone around him
"Fucking hell." He grunted as he came inside her beautiful body
He pulled her into his arms and held her close as they listened to the fire crackle.
"I love you, Severus."
He kissed her cheek and tightened his arms around her, "And I love you as well."
When she was snoring softly in his arms he pulled the covers over her before using his wand to put the fire out.
Surrounded in darkness once more his mind wandered to the deed that was to be done in two weeks' time and his heart clenched painfully within his chest.
Two weeks from their night lovemaking they readied themselves for a night away from the castle, a night completely to themselves.
"We leave tomorrow night?" her sweet voice rang through the air
His eyes searched until he found her wrapped in a towel fresh from their lovemaking and he wanted nothing more than to dirty her sweet body again before she went off to class, "Yes. We will leave tomorrow after classes and return Saturday evening."
When she smiled, he felt his heartbreak for lying to her. Felt the guilt build inside his heart. He wanted to tell her but instead forced himself to continue with the lie and smile.
"I can't wait to see our home." She smiled and twirled around the room before dressing in her school robes
"I hope you do love it. It has been some time since a woman has set foot there."
He smiled, "The last woman to set foot over the thresh hold was my mother some years ago." He took her hand and place a sweet and soft kiss on her knuckles before leading her to the door of their chambers, "Meet me here tonight and we shall take the floo from the Headmasters office after dinner."
She nodded and stood on the tips of her toes to place a kiss on his lips.
They left their chambers for the day and went their own ways.
Severus quickly turned and made his way to his classroom. Throwing the doors open wide he used his wand to light the lanterns.
The students entered slowly and took their seats.
"Today you will be writing me a five-foot essay on Defensive spells. Consider this practice for your exams next week." He knew there would be no exams but he kept the lie going, "This essay is due to me before the exam on Thursday morning and will be counted toward your final grade."
A hand rose, "Sir?"
He rolled his eyes and glared, "Yes?"
"Can we work in the library?" the girl asked
He took a moment to think and finally nodded, "Yes. Don't care where you work today. It's your last assignment before the end of the year and if you choose not to do it you will fail."
Heads bobbed in acknowledgment.
They scattered as the words left his mouth and then he was alone.
He followed them out and shut the door behind him before he ventured to Dumbledore's office.
He was thinking to himself when he made his way past the transfiguration classroom. Before he could think otherwise he knocked on the door and pushed his way inside.
"Severus? What do I owe the pleasure?" McGonagall asked from the front of her room
All eyes were on him, "I would like to speak to Mr. Malfoy if you wouldn't mind."
She nodded, "Make it quick. We are preparing for our final exam."
Draco stood and followed Severus out of the room shutting the door behind them, "What do you need professor?"
"Are you prepared?" was all he asked
Draco nodded, "It arrived the other night and I was able to sneak it into place."
"Good. Have you told them to be ready?"
Draco nodded again.
They were interrupted by loud footsteps and when they turned Harry Potter was watching them carefully
"What do you need Potter?"
"Just need to get into class, Sir?"
"Then I suggest you move along instead of listening in on others conversations."
Draco laughed, "Yeah don't be nosy Potter. It's not very noble of the chosen one."
Harry glared and stepped between them, before he opened the door to the transfiguration room he turned to glare at Malfoy, "You're up to something and I will find out what."
Draco grinned, "Me? Never? Just plotting to win the Quidditch Cup this year, your team doesn't stand a chance."
Harry scoffed and butted his shoulder against Draco before entering the classroom and slamming the door behind him
"It will be…."
Severus held up a hand and raised his wand. He cast a privacy charm around them and nodded before Draco began to speak.
"It'll be in the early morning. Around two."
"The Carrow's, Greyback, Gibbon, Yaxley, and Aunty Bella."
He nodded, "Good. When they hear the Death Eaters in the castle the Order will come. We need as many here as possible."
Draco nodded in agreement, his face running pale as the moon on the darkest night.
Severus reached a handout and clasped his shoulder, "Are you ready?"
Draco looked up to meet his eyes, "Of course I am. What do you take me for?" He pushed away from his professor and want back into the classroom
Severus shook his head and continued on to the Headmasters office. When he arrived at the golden statue he stood tall and muttered under his breath, "Acid pop."
The golden creature swung open revealing the steps up into the hidden office.
His legs felt as heavy as led as he made his way up the twirling staircase. He didn't bother to knock and pushed his way into the quiet office to see Dumbledore behind his desk his quill scribbling furiously
"Ah. Severus. I knew I would be seeing you today."
"Are you sure?" was the only thing that would leave his lips
Dumbledore looked up over his half-moon spectacles and smiled, "One can never be sure of their own death, Severus. I have at least the pleasure in knowing when and how I shall die."
"I can hold off the curse, you could live."
Dumbledore stood and with his hands entwined behind his back, he paced before his desk, "No. I don't believe that I could. I have done many terrible things. Even tonight I am bringing Harry into the middle of a dangerous situation that I know he will never recover from."
"That doesn't matter."
"On the contrary. It does quite a bit. This will make the boy bitter toward you and it will steel his resolve over the next coming months, where he will fight a fight I know I cannot finish."
Severus was silent. His words had left his mind blank and dark.
"Tonight Severus Draco will attempt to kill me. He will first need to disarm me, that is very important. Do not step in until he has done so. He must disarm me."
"Then before him when it looks as if the boy will give up. You will need to step in and kill me. Do not let him take my life, Severus. Do not let the boy taint his soul, he must be saved from this."
Severus nodded, "I understand."
"Good. Good. Ah, and where will miss Garcia be during this time?"
"She will be at my home in Spinner's End."
Dumbledore smiled, "Good. I am glad you're taking her away from this. You need her, just as much as she needs you."
When Severus said nothing Dumbledore continued, "To tell the truth I never thought I would see you move on from Lily Potter. I always thought that you would be forever pinning for a woman that left you."
Severus felt his heart soften at the mention of Lily, "I do think of her often. She was a wonderful witch but I never deserved her. Not after what I did to her."
"What makes you believe that you deserve miss Garcia?"
"I don't. I never will. I have done many terrible things, to many in my life to deserve a wonderful witch like her." Severus sighed and dropped into a chair nearby, "I just cannot keep away from her. She brings a smile to my face and a light to my heart."
"She is good for you, Severus."
"I am not good for her, I never will be."
Dumbledore smiled, "On the contrary, I believe that you are a perfect match for your witch. She is exactly what you need. You may have done many terrible things in your youth but you have also done many great and wonderful things as well."
Severus waved his comment away, "Bullshit. You say that because I do your bidding and protect the boy."
"You protect the boy because you know that he is the only end to this war."
Severus' eyes narrowed, "How is he the end?"
"When the Dark Lord tried to kill him years ago. Apart of his soul broke away and lodged itself inside of Harry…"
"The boy is a Horcrux?"
"So the boy…the boy must die?" asked Snape quite calmly.
Dumbledore nodded, "And Voldemort himself must do it, Severus. That is essential."
Another long silence.
Then Snape said, "I thought…all these years…that we were protecting him for her. For Lily."
Dumbledore shook his head, "We have protected him because it has been essential to teach him, to raise him, to let him try his strength," said his eyes still tight shut. "Meanwhile, the connection between them grows ever stronger, a parasitic growth: Sometimes I have thought he suspects it himself. If I know him, he will have arranged matters so that when he does set out to meet his death, it will truly mean the end of Voldemort."
Dumbledore opened his eyes. Snape looked horrified.
"You have kept him alive so that he can die at the right moment?"
Dumbledore gave a small smile, "Don't be shocked, Severus. How many men and women have you watched die?"
"Lately, only those whom I could not save," said Snape. He stood up. "You have used me."
Severus lashed out, "I have spied for you and lied for you, put myself in mortal danger for you. Everything was supposed to be to keep Lily Potter's son safe. Now you tell me you have been raising him like a pig for slaughter-"
"But this is touching, Severus," said Dumbledore seriously. "Have you grown to care for the boy, after all?"
"For him?" shouted Snape shaking his head, "No. For Lily. I owe her my life. I am the only reason she is dead. If I had kept my distance… If I had not joined… We would have remained friends… and I would have been able to save her…"
"After everything you still care?"
"Always," Snape told him truthfully
Dumbledore shook his head, "There is nothing that you could have done. It was set in the stars. Voldemort was going to find a way no matter who stood in his way. If you had not joined him he would have killed you for standing in his way." Dumbledore looked deep into his eyes, "Then you would not be here to have protected the boy and given him a fighting chance."
Severus let his head drop, "It does not matter any longer. I will do what I must."
"That is all I have ever asked Severus. Thank you."
Severus looked up into the Headmaster's eyes, "I shall see you tonight."
Dumbledore nodded and smiled a small smile, "For the last time."