Ah...this poems didn't really mean that much, but yeah, like I said, I wrote it for one. And this one is probably my most favorite out of all the 7 poems I've written. ^^
Sixth Poem - X's Struggles
I thought I had it all.
But not really.
They say such intelligence could lead you to a great future.
A future that's as bright as the sun.
A future that's filled with...
But how come it wasn't like they were told?
...it brings nothing but sorrow?
There was always this emptiness in my heart...
...in my emotions...
...that I couldn't even describe.
It was empty.
It was broken.
It was fragmented.
I couldn't explain why I felt like this.
Nothing but a dark, empty path that leads to nothing.
Sometimes I feel so numb that I couldn't cry.
...I couldn't breath.
...I couldn't feel.
That there was no such things called as emotions.
No such things called feelings.
But it was only a temporary feeling.
Sadness...melancholy engulfed my heart, gripping it...
...squeezing every ounce of being until I become...
Nothing but a lost and a broken soul.
Nothing but a fragmented piece of puzzle that could never find its missing piece.
Nothing but someone who didn't deserve to live.