Fragmented Souls @teamcap
Sapphire's Perspective - 1

Hey there! So this just a series of poems I've written for Lost Fragments. So far, I've only written three of them and they will be published as Lost Fragments progresses. Since [spoiler] Sapphire already confessed that she wants to commit suicide, I decided that this should be the first chapter. It's my first time publishing a poem in public. I've never written a proper one and my friend liked it so that gave me the confidence to publish this today. I hope you like it. T^T

Also, yay, my first fic published in 2018. ;-;

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the poem.

First Poem - Sapphire's Perspective

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Why do I feel like this?

Why do I feel empty?

Anxious?

Hurt?

Sad?

...lost?

...broken?

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I know.

This is normal when someone passed away.

But the ones who passed away isn't a random person I know.

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I know.

I feel pity.

But I feel more than that.

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What I feel is nothing but a bag of mixed, negative emotions, running, circulating and clashing onto one another.

I feel nothing physically.

But why I do I feel…

...numb...emotionally?

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How come I can't breathe?

How come I feel like crying every night?

Why do I have such nightmares hunting me every night?

Such nightmares with the same memories recurring every night, in every different perspective.

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Why do I feel like this?

Have I done something inhumane...?

...something unforgivable in my life that lead me to suffer like this?

I've felt negativity before, but...

This is worst than the ones I've felt growing up.

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I've felt heartaches.

Heartbrakes.

Self-doubt.

Self-hatred.

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I even come to the point of telling my best friend that I am nothing.

No one.

I'm not smart like my father.

I'm not talented like my best friend.

So what's the point of living if I am nothing?

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Sometimes I feel like ending my life...

Just so I can end these nightmares...

Just so I can end these feelings...

Just so I can end this pain...

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It hurts.

It really does.

It increases every day.

And I don't know how to stop it.

Exact date for Lost Fragments chapter 10 will be on January 21. I'll be publishing 3 fanfics on that day. Yep, 3, hehe. One of them is about Zinnia and Sapphire (FRIENDSHIP FOR THE WIN!)

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