Hello. Hola. Bonjour. Salve. Salud.
It's been a while- 3.5 years to be exact. I haven't been on FFN in a long time, but toward the beginning of quarantine I started to get into it again.
I won't lie- I was, and still am, horrendously embarrassed by this account. I mean, not only was I writing fanfiction, it wasn't even good fanfiction. It's short, childish, there's no plot development or really any plot at all, and every time I went back and read it I realized how bad it was. I deleted most of my fics, but there were a few that I just couldn't bring myself to delete, especially this one.
Every time I read this fic, I remember awkward 14-year-old me. I see that energetic, bouncy, optimistic, and kind of naive kid, and I have to smile a little bit. I also remember the amount of joy all of your reviews and PMs gave her, and how she looked forward to hearing from all of you, even though she was kind of self-conscious about her writing. For that, I have to say thank you. Every time you favorited, or followed, or even just clicked the link and added a view, you made me so incredibly happy.
I have logged in to this account maybe 5 times since 2017, and every single time I have been blown away by the number of reviews and PMs you all have sent asking about this story. I was even more amazed by the number of PMs from people who were just asking if I was okay. Thank you all so much, and I just wanted to reassure you that I am fine. I'm a little older, a little more tired, and a lot more addicted to caffeine, but I'm still in one piece.
I'm writing this because I was going to delete this whole account, but you guys stopped me. Everyone who reached out and told me how they missed this fic, or how something I wrote made them laugh, or how they were going through a dark time and reading this made their day a little better, I appreciate it so much.
So I guess this is combination of an explanation and a question. I don't really want to leave this unfinished, but I'm also not super happy with how it is right now. Do you guys still want to read it? If I continue writing, I'm going to rewrite the whole thing from the beginning. I'll leave the original version up in some form, but the tone of the rewrite is definitely going to be a little different. I'll still keep it humorous and light-hearted, but it would definitely become a little more realistic and less hectic.
Please let me know what you think, if you're even still interested. If not, then thank you for your support and I wish you the best. But, if you are...
Then I guess you'll be hearing from me again soon :)