The Longing of the Heart @otherealmwriter
Alfred's Journal 4

I do not own Hetalia okay? I got a decent response to this story and it is a kind of challenge to write it in this format. But anyway, enough of this A/N on with the fic!

August 25th 1914

(From the diary of Alfred F. Jones.)

Today is my dearest Nattie's birthday and I wanted the best for it. Luckily I was able to talk Vanya into coming over later as a belated surprise. Don't get me wrong, I find it fantastic that he wants to be a part of our family and I don't mind but I'd like to have a special day with my special lady that doesn't involve her obsession with motherhood. Don't think anything wrong with me, and yes it is quite fun what we have to do to conceive, but by god, she really wants a child. Vanya did warn me she was slightly obsessive; (I wonder what his definition of slightly is) but I wasn't expecting this. With all we are doing, I know she is going to take the best care junior could want.

Wanting to be sweet on her I took her to Coney Island today for her birthday. She likes to make like she is above things like amusement parks, but she seemed to like the bumper cars, Ferris wheel and rollercoaster a lot. She demanded she drive her own car and kept bumping into me but smiled afterwards, so I don't think she was trying to hurt me. I was worried she might get scared on the roller coaster but she seemed to enjoy it. I don't know if she has learned yet, but I can tell when she is acting tough or denying she likes something she thinks is not proper for her to like. I won't think any less of her if she enjoys the boardwalk or a good all American Coney Island Dog. She's all American to me anyway.

We then went to a nice seaside restaurant for dinner tonight. She seemed to like this most openly. Like I said, she has a hard time with admitting to liking things that others may think improper. (Although why she would think they are improper is beyond me when you see the people at the boardwalk) I just want to make sure that she doesn't regret me. I know she loves me and Vanya said that she would never agree to a marriage she didn't want to be in, I just worry sometimes. Depending on how she is feeling later, we'll try again to have a baby. Here's hoping we're successful soon. I'm starting to get worn out.

So how was that? Good? Bad? Short? Long? (for a journal entry.) Let me know in a review. I'm going to try and get the others entries for this day up today. Just depends on how I am feeling. Anyway remember to read (well you just did) and to review. Ciao for now

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